What comes around goes around

my song for today.

2008-06-03T06:37:00.001-07:00

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己

2008-06-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

its been times i didnt update. haha well well school warning letter comes again.
been thinking a lot, not sure whether its useful or senseless. What i kno, is that from very young till now, i have not step far or shines bright. I don't know whats my future like, but its definitely gonna taste tough enough. Sometimes i really wonder a lot, i wonder about whats life about? , m i a angel or devil by heart? etc.
all kinds of great qns in life which doesnt have an answer for it. I know what to do at all times but my lazy bum jus pull me down. I really need something to push me.

sigh sigh sigh...

2008-05-14T10:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY TO LESTER! thou i didnt celebrate for him, was really down this few days and of cause that wasnt the reason i didnt went for the celebration. Having thots of quiting sports, since i find it superb bored. WHATEVER...went to slack with justin at 107's coffee shop, followed by lan games at EP. With nujis sound EFFECTS, we all enjoyed the game.Find myself so GOON DU this few days, FUCKING HELL! keep forgetting to take my phone. First was in the morning, i left it on cab, STYLO but the mr.HONEST
guy who went into the cab after i left **in some ways** contacted me and returned my phone. LOL * some ways * was too complicated so i decided not to state it down. Next, was after LAN..left it in the LAN shop, only realised when i was halfway home. SO HENG and GOON DU rite..nlh.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day! :)

2008-05-08T07:47:00.000-07:00

Went to town to meet her today, was really very happy to c her. I didnt speak much tho. I was looking at her and at the same time exhausting my brain. Thinking about nonsensical stuffs..NOT DIRTY STUFFS LAR! somethings i just dont wish to say it out.
ALL I KNOW is that i hate that feeling. ITS so insecure. Maybe we are just not meant to be.

physically, emotionally, mentally TIRED

fun, past, thoughts...

2008-05-03T10:33:00.000-07:00

i m pretty sure that the off day today gives me lots of fun. MJ session at weisheng's house, lost two bucks but what we ate in his house was definitely more den that lar..so QUITE WORTH lol..CEK ARP. Choong was the sole winner. HE and HIS DOG LUCK. Went to meet Jerry n Metta lol..for dinner, Nujis joined halfway thru. 5 crews of 106 were there, so DOTA time lol..Finished, Slacked, JOKES lol by sijun n metta..by their METTA MOVES --> MAD and CRAZY moves which makes me remember those days and the fun we had.

one of the metta moves we did.

labour day. lol

2008-05-01T09:23:00.000-07:00

Went to club with justin, geraldine, kah hwee and krishna last night lol.. i will like to say SINGAPOREANS are the real slackers lol perhaps working stress or watever hair drop stress...the whole clarke quay is full of people, as if the bars giving out free flow drinks lol. ALL so packed, ended up in mos . FUCKING HELL NO LINK...so many BUTCH ! dotssss. sorry if one of ur best friends is one of those.. but seriously i dont care so much lar lol.. say song nia... cabbed, homed...

a day with f.r.i.e.n.d.s

2008-04-26T07:29:00.000-07:00

Meet edwin and kel in the afternoon, had our lunch at CS and slacked at The Coffee Bean. Stupid place afterall, even though we do hang out there quite often as thats e only cafe that we can find ourselves a place in the smoking area. Jason and Choong came to join us in the late afternoon. Soon we were at the betting corner, getting ourselves our bets. After that, we went to the arcade, i played DAYTONA alone, so sad LOL while edwin n kel play the "TOM YUM" game lol.
Its a Monster killing game lar, just that some unknown thai words came out when they are out of life.Continue our slacking session at central park with only edwin , kel and me. The forever topic. LOL went to meet weishan in the night, had dinner and chat as we go home. Everyone, i mean those i have met to day, are having a calm yet positive life like i do and thats really really great. Hope it gets better or at least stay put for them. HOooooo....

SUPERR!

2008-04-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

LOL mon and thurs lol a chance not to be missed. Making a must to get myself a TOTO ticket for both days every week . BUY CHANCES. Same routine like the past, SCHOOLED, HOMED, BALLED, HOMED AGAIN. Recieved a letter from NLB "national library whatever" lol about the book i didnt return, shows how RESPONSIBLE a person i m lol. Another dead beaten day. Things have been goin so fast this few days, cant even get my thinkings solved. I think i really need some rest.

wth should i do? real confused.

The beginning of a new way road.

2008-04-22T09:06:00.000-07:00

lol didnt went for school as i woke up SUPER! late. Meet Madeline, Mao and WL, slacked and had our lunch at tm. Went to work straight after Mao got his mc. Bought another t-shirt and work, works, workss and WORKSSS! After working for that tiring 6 hrs,we went to Uncle's new shop and have our "MODELLING SHOW" LOL which is real fun with jokes from everyone. Cabbed, home. ok lar bye.

:( ---> :)

2008-04-21T08:46:00.000-07:00

School in the morning. Do shit haha. Went to work after that, got myself a t shirt. 14 bucks only lol..budget lifestyle. Was chatting with colleagues happily till she walk passed, she tells me something bad happened to her. i felt bad and kind of weird, hard to describe. Ended texting her. Said nth much..as i controlled. Everthing will lie flat soon, i hoped. I'm just changing the way i was. My life, i want it NEW. hooooo.... :)

MY OFF DAY!

2008-04-19T10:19:00.000-07:00

Finally a full off day for me. Eyes closed all they way till afternoon, went MJ at bonnie's house with bonnie, jason n choong. After that we went to have our 12 bucks "chap cai peng" for dinner and headed to weisheng's house. We played BORED? or rather board games at his house. Ended my day goin to Pasir Ris Park with them to have our "MEN's CHAT" that is what we always do.